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The Journey From Tisha B'av to Sukkot
Tisha B'Av: Brokenness as the Beginning of Return

(טז) נָֽפְלָה֙ עֲטֶ֣רֶת רֹאשֵׁ֔נוּ אֽוֹי־נָ֥א לָ֖נוּ כִּ֥י חָטָֽאנוּ׃(יז) עַל־זֶ֗ה הָיָ֤ה דָוֶה֙ לִבֵּ֔נוּ עַל־אֵ֖לֶּה חָשְׁכ֥וּ עֵינֵֽינוּ׃(יח) עַ֤ל הַר־צִיּוֹן֙ שֶׁשָּׁמֵ֔ם שׁוּעָלִ֖ים הִלְּכוּ־בֽוֹ׃ (פ)(יט) אַתָּ֤ה ה׳ לְעוֹלָ֣ם תֵּשֵׁ֔ב כִּסְאֲךָ֖ לְדֹ֥ר וָדֽוֹר׃(כ) לָ֤מָּה לָנֶ֙צַח֙ תִּשְׁכָּחֵ֔נוּ תַּֽעַזְבֵ֖נוּ לְאֹ֥רֶךְ יָמִֽים׃(כא) הֲשִׁיבֵ֨נוּ ה׳ ׀ אֵלֶ֙יךָ֙ ונשוב [וְֽנָשׁ֔וּבָה] חַדֵּ֥שׁ יָמֵ֖ינוּ כְּקֶֽדֶם׃(כב) כִּ֚י אִם־מָאֹ֣ס מְאַסְתָּ֔נוּ קָצַ֥פְתָּ עָלֵ֖ינוּ עַד־מְאֹֽד׃
[השיבנו ה׳ אליך ונשובה חדש ימינו כקדם]

(16) The crown has fallen from our head; Woe to us that we have sinned!(17) Because of this our hearts are sick, Because of these our eyes are dimmed:(18) Because of Mount Zion, which lies desolate; Jackals prowl over it.(19) But You, O LORD, are enthroned forever, Your throne endures through the ages.(20) Why have You forgotten us utterly, Forsaken us for all time?(21) Take us back, O LORD, to Yourself, And let us come back; Renew our days as of old!(22) For truly, You have rejected us, Bitterly raged against us. Take us back, O LORD, to Yourself, And let us come back; Renew our days as of old!

Elul: Introspection

(א) נוֹהֲגִים לָקוּם בְּאַשְׁמֹרֶת לוֹמַר סְלִיחוֹת וְתַחֲנוּנִים מֵרֹאשׁ חֹדֶשׁ אֱלוּל וָאֵילָךְ עַד יוֹם הַכִּפּוּרִים. הַגָּה: וּמִנְהַג בְּנֵי אַשְׁכְּנַז אֵינוֹ כֵן, אֶלָּא מֵרֹאשׁ חֹדֶשׁ וָאֵילָךְ מַתְחִילִין לִתְקֹעַ אַחַר הַתְּפִלָּה שַׁחֲרִית, וְיֵשׁ מְקוֹמוֹת שֶׁתּוֹקְעִין גַּם כֵּן עַרְבִית; וְעוֹמְדִים בְּאַשְׁמוֹרֶת לוֹמַר סְלִיחוֹת בְּיוֹם א' שֶׁלִּפְנֵי רֹאשׁ הַשָּׁנָה; וְאִם חָל רֹאשׁ הַשָּׁנָה ב' (אוֹ) ג', אָז מַתְחִילִין מִיּוֹם א' שָׁבוּעַ שֶׁלְּפָנָיו ...

(1) We have the custom to get up at the break of dawn to recite Selichot and tachanunim from Rosh Chodesh Elul until Yom Kippur. Rema: The minhag of Ashkenazi Jews is not like that. Instead from Rosh Chodesh on we blow the Shofar after Shacharith, and there are some places where they also blow the Shofar after Arvit. We get up at dawn to recite Selichot from the Sunday before Rosh HaShanah on; and if Rosh HaShanah falls on a Monday or Tuesday, we begin reciting Selichot from Sunday the week before Rosh HaShanah...

(א) אמר המחבר: החיבור הזה לא חברתיו ללמד לבני האדם את אשר לא ידעו, אלא להזכירם את הידוע להם כבר ומפורסם אצלם פירסום גדול. כי לא תמצא ברוב דברי, אלא דברים שרוב בני האדם יודעים אותם ולא מסתפקים בהם כלל.

(1) The writer says: I have composed this work not to teach people what they do not know but to remind them of what they already know and which is very familiar to them. For you will find in most of my words only things which most people already know and do not have any doubt about.

Rosh Hashana: Waking Up

(ה) מִֽן־הַ֭מֵּצַ֥ר קָרָ֣אתִי יָּ֑הּ עָנָ֖נִי בַמֶּרְחָ֣ב יָֽהּ׃

(5) In distress I called on the LORD; the Lord answered me and brought me relief.

אַף עַל פִּי שֶׁתְּקִיעַת שׁוֹפָר בְּרֹאשׁ הַשָּׁנָה גְּזֵרַת הַכָּתוּב רֶמֶז יֵשׁ בּוֹ כְּלוֹמַר עוּרוּ יְשֵׁנִים מִשְּׁנַתְכֶם וְנִרְדָּמִים הָקִיצוּ מִתַּרְדֵּמַתְכֶם וְחַפְּשׂוּ בְּמַעֲשֵׂיכֶם וְחִזְרוּ בִּתְשׁוּבָה וְזִכְרוּ בּוֹרַאֲכֶם.

Even though [the reason] the shofar is blown on Rosh Hashanah is because of a biblical mandate, it still has a hint at some meaning, as if it says, “Wake up, you sleepers from your slumber, get up from your nap, nappers. Sift through your actions and return with repentance (teshuvah), remember your Creator.

Ten Days of Teshuvah: Be Still and Get Going!
The ability to sit calmly is one of the most important prerequisites of clear-headedness. The Hebrew term for a calm, settled state of mind - yishuv hada'at - is bound up with the concept of sitting. Daat is awareness or consciousness, intellectual, emotional, meditative, intuitive or all of the above. The word yishuv is a noun from the Hebrew root yashav, meaning to sit, or to dwell or to inhabit.
The verb yashav also has a transitive form, le'yashev, which means to cause someone to sit or dwell, which in plain English would be to settle. Yishuv hada'at means to settle the mind. A yishuv is a settlement - a habitation, a place where people have set down a foundation and are making a stand or a sit...
- Rabbi Avraham Greenbaum
Yom Kippur: Purified and Fully Awake

רַבִּי אֱלִיעֶזֶר אוֹמֵר,... וְשׁוּב יוֹם אֶחָד לִפְנֵי מִיתָתְךָ.

Rabbi Eliezer says: ... Repent one day before your death.

“Feelings, emotions, thoughts and ideas become clear, and are grasped only after they are expressed in sentences… Man does not know for sure what is in his own heart until his feelings and thoughts are given shape and form in the usual modes of expression. Repentance contemplated and not verbalized, is valueless.”
-R. Joseph B. Soleveitchik
Sukkot: Returning Home, Renewed

(ד) הִגְדַּ֖לְתִּי מַעֲשָׂ֑י בָּנִ֤יתִי לִי֙ בָּתִּ֔ים נָטַ֥עְתִּי לִ֖י כְּרָמִֽים׃(ה) עָשִׂ֣יתִי לִ֔י גַּנּ֖וֹת וּפַרְדֵּסִ֑ים וְנָטַ֥עְתִּי בָהֶ֖ם עֵ֥ץ כָּל־פֶּֽרִי׃(ו) עָשִׂ֥יתִי לִ֖י בְּרֵכ֣וֹת מָ֑יִם לְהַשְׁק֣וֹת מֵהֶ֔ם יַ֖עַר צוֹמֵ֥חַ עֵצִֽים׃(ז) קָנִ֙יתִי֙ עֲבָדִ֣ים וּשְׁפָח֔וֹת וּבְנֵי־בַ֖יִת הָ֣יָה לִ֑י גַּ֣ם מִקְנֶה֩ בָקָ֨ר וָצֹ֤אן הַרְבֵּה֙ הָ֣יָה לִ֔י מִכֹּ֛ל שֶֽׁהָי֥וּ לְפָנַ֖י בִּירוּשָׁלִָֽם׃(ח) כָּנַ֤סְתִּי לִי֙ גַּם־כֶּ֣סֶף וְזָהָ֔ב וּסְגֻלַּ֥ת מְלָכִ֖ים וְהַמְּדִינ֑וֹת עָשִׂ֨יתִי לִ֜י שָׁרִ֣ים וְשָׁר֗וֹת וְתַעֲנוּגֹ֛ת בְּנֵ֥י הָאָדָ֖ם שִׁדָּ֥ה וְשִׁדּֽוֹת׃(ט) וְגָדַ֣לְתִּי וְהוֹסַ֔פְתִּי מִכֹּ֛ל שֶׁהָיָ֥ה לְפָנַ֖י בִּירוּשָׁלִָ֑ם אַ֥ף חָכְמָתִ֖י עָ֥מְדָה לִּֽי׃(י) וְכֹל֙ אֲשֶׁ֣ר שָֽׁאֲל֣וּ עֵינַ֔י לֹ֥א אָצַ֖לְתִּי מֵהֶ֑ם לֹֽא־מָנַ֨עְתִּי אֶת־לִבִּ֜י מִכָּל־שִׂמְחָ֗ה כִּֽי־לִבִּ֤י שָׂמֵ֙חַ֙ מִכָּל־עֲמָלִ֔י וְזֶֽה־הָיָ֥ה חֶלְקִ֖י מִכָּל־עֲמָלִֽי׃(יא) וּפָנִ֣יתִֽי אֲנִ֗י בְּכָל־מַעֲשַׂי֙ שֶֽׁעָשׂ֣וּ יָדַ֔י וּבֶֽעָמָ֖ל שֶׁעָמַ֣לְתִּי לַעֲשׂ֑וֹת וְהִנֵּ֨ה הַכֹּ֥ל הֶ֙בֶל֙ וּרְע֣וּת ר֔וּחַ וְאֵ֥ין יִתְר֖וֹן תַּ֥חַת הַשָּֽׁמֶשׁ׃

(4) I multiplied my possessions. I built myself houses and I planted vineyards.(5) I laid out gardens and groves, in which I planted every kind of fruit tree.(6) I constructed pools of water, enough to irrigate a forest shooting up with trees.(7) I bought male and female slaves, and I acquired stewards. I also acquired more cattle, both herds and flocks, than all who were before me in Jerusalem.(8) I further amassed silver and gold and treasures of kings and provinces; and I got myself male and female singers, as well as the luxuries of commoners—coffers and coffers of them.(9) Thus, I gained more wealth than anyone before me in Jerusalem. In addition, my wisdom remained with me:(10) I withheld from my eyes nothing they asked for, and denied myself no enjoyment; rather, I got enjoyment out of all my wealth. And that was all I got out of my wealth.(11) Then my thoughts turned to all the fortune my hands had built up, to the wealth I had acquired and won—and oh, it was all futile and pursuit of wind; there was no real value under the sun!

The stars are shining on the top of my head, the wind is in my hair; a few drops of rain are falling into my soup, but the soup is still warm. I am sitting in a sukkah, which I have erected in my backyard. A deep joy is seeping out from the core of my being and filling me body and soul. It began as a kind of lightness. I felt it as soon as the shofar was sounded to signal the end of Yom Kippur... I felt all the weight, all the heaviness of the day - all the death and the judgment and the yearning, all the soulful thrashing and beating of breasts - falling away all at once, suddenly gone. I felt light and clean.
The next day I went into my yard with a hammer and started to build my sukkah. Now I am drinking soup in my sukkah, a booth not quite surrounded by walls, with a roof that must admit starlight, and a deep joy is welling up inside me, a curious, naked joy. During the Days of Awe, I was stripped of everything, all my hope, all the illusions to which I had been clinging. Now I feel clean and light a full of joy.
-Rabbi Alan Lew, This Is Real and Your Are Completely Unprepared