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(1) יהוה said to Abram, “Go forth from your native land and from your father’s house to the land that I will show you. (2) I will make of you a great nation,
And I will bless you;
I will make your name great,
And you shall be a blessing.
(3) I will bless those who bless you
And curse the one who curses you;
And all the families of the earth
Shall bless themselves by you.” (4) Abram went forth as יהוה had commanded him, and Lot went with him. Abram was seventy-five years old when he left Haran. (5) Abram took his wife Sarai and his brother’s son Lot, and all the wealth that they had amassed, and the persons that they had acquired in Haran; and they set out for the land of Canaan. When they arrived in the land of Canaan, (6) Abram passed through the land as far as the site of Shechem, at the terebinth of Moreh. The Canaanites were then in the land.
Much has been made of the second word in this phrase, lecha, which means 'for you.' No translation quite captures the sense of the Hebrew ('Go you,' 'Get you,' 'Go for yourself'). [Note: Everett Fox translates it as 'Go-you-forth']
(1) ...God said to him, “Lech L’cha,” move yourself forward, meaning to yourself, to your true source, for truly all the matters of this world cannot be termed “life,” and the main point of life you shall find in yourself.
The emphasis here is on Abraham's quest for himself, for the root of his own life. This is the literal rendition of lekh lekha - 'Go to yourself'; only in the movement inwards is the God-joy that is true life to be found.
Physically we leave our home first, then our neighborhood, and finally our country. Emotionally, however, leaving one's geographic country of origin is easier than leaving one's family
The point of this order is not geographical. It is emotional…arranged in ascending order of difficulty…It is hard to leave one’s land, harder if it is where one was born, and harder still to leave one’s family
We are referring to a spiritual rather than physical withdrawal, beginning with the periphery and ending with the inner core.
The narrative conveys far more that the mark of Abraham is obedience. Leave your land: 'And Abram went.' Sacrifice your son: 'Abram got up early.' The tests that Abraham undergoes are not necessarily tests of faith but are certainly tests of obedience. At this stage in relations between God and humans, God appears to single out a human who will do what he is told. This will change gradually in the Tanak, as humans grow and mature and God cedes more responsibility for the world to them. But for now, obedience is sought.
For the first time, a journey is undertaken not as an act of exile and diminuition (Adam, Cain, and the dispersed generation of Babel), but as a response to a divine imperative that articulates and emphasizes displacement as its crucial experience. For what is most striking here is the indeterminacy of the journey...his destination is merely 'the land that I shall show you': from 'your land,' the landscape of your basic self-awareness, to a place that you will know only when the light falls on it with a difference.
Well I'm on my way
I don't know where I'm going
I'm on my way
I'm taking my time
But I don't know where
This directionless traveling is in one sense a travailing [Fr. for childbirth is 'travail'] that is intimately connected with the quest for birth. The Oxford English Dictionary glosses travel: '1. torment, distress, suffer afflictions, suffer pains of parturition. 2. make a journey, from one place to another.'
Instead of asking one individual or one family to be good in isolation, God seeks to create a community, a people, descendants of a God-fearing couple, in the hope that the members of that community would sustain and reinforce each other. In that way, ordinary people would be capable of displaying extraordinary behavior.
Abraham, as he left for the promised land, was to be considered the only glimmer of light wandering through a world of thick darkness, eventually spreading, illuminating the whole of mankind, enveloping the whole world with its glow, 'from the shining of the sun to its going down' - 'in thee shall be blessed all the families of the earth.'
The Tanak is so focused on the people of Israel that one can underestimate the overwhelming significance of its opening section...God leaves the species alive but chooses and individual who will produce a family that will ultimately bring blessing to all the families of the earth. To make sure we get it, it is the final point of God's first revelation to Abraham:..To make sure we do not forget it, it is repeated four times - and also in crucial moments of revelation...The social and moral point is that Abraham's descendants are not to live by themselves or only for themselves.
'The souls that they had made in Haran'- (Genesis 12:5) these are the proselytes they welcomed, which shows that he who brings a stranger near and causes him to become a proselyte is deemed as though he had created him.
[Rashi writes] up to the place of Shekhem - In order to pray for the Children of Jacob, when they would eventually go and do battle in Shekhem...So again, following Rashi's transhistorical reading of the journey, Abraham went to Shekhem, saw his great-grandchildren fighting, and prayed for them. And then he went to visit Alon Moreh, and there were his descendants, now a whole people, accepting the Oath of the Torah as they prepared to enter the land. And then he saw, as he peered through this window into the future, that the Canaanaites would then be in the land. And he knew, already in the first moments after hearing God's command, everything about how that command would echo through the generations. He could see the Torah straight through to the end.
(ט) וַיִּסַּ֣ע אַבְרָ֔ם הָל֥וֹךְ וְנָס֖וֹעַ הַנֶּֽגְבָּה׃ {פ} (י) וַיְהִ֥י רָעָ֖ב בָּאָ֑רֶץ וַיֵּ֨רֶד אַבְרָ֤ם מִצְרַ֙יְמָה֙ לָג֣וּר שָׁ֔ם כִּֽי־כָבֵ֥ד הָרָעָ֖ב בָּאָֽרֶץ׃
(9) Then Abram journeyed by stages toward the Negeb. (10) There was a famine in the land, and Abram went down to Egypt to sojourn there, for the famine was severe in the land.
This is the first mention of Egypt in Israelite history, foreshadowing the ambiguous nature of their future relationships. On the one hand, it was a place of shelter in time of distress; on the other, a region of mortal danger.
'And Abraham went down to Egypt' (Gen 12:10) - The Holy One said: Go and tread out a path for your children.
(1) ויוצא אתו החוצה AND HE BROUGHT HIM FORTH OUTSIDE — Its real meaning is: He brought him outside his tent so that he could look at the stars. Its Midrashic explanation is: Go forth from (give up) your astrological speculations — that you have seen by the planets that you will not raise a son; Abram indeed may have no son but Abraham will have a son: Sarai may not bear a child but Sarah will bear. I will give you other names, and your destiny (מזל planet, luck) will be changed.
From an earth-bound perspective, a star looks tiny. From the viewpoint of heaven, each star is a world by itself. The descendants of Abraham seem insignificant in terms of numbers and power, but each one is an indispensable part of God's plan. Each individual Jew, each individual human being, is a world by himself or herself.
He would go out and call to the people, gathering them in city after city and country after country, until he came to the land of Canaan - proclaiming [God's existence the entire time] - as [Genesis 21:33] states: "And He called there in the name of the Lord, the eternal God."When the people would gather around him and ask him about his statements, he would explain [them] to each one of them according to their understanding, until they turned to the path of truth.
Here, we approach the essence of the lekh lekha experience....the first trial was tiltul, which is the hardest of all. Tiltul is a kind of harassed, distracted, even confused movement. Is Abraham's journey indeed a movement of distraction, in the full irony of its two senses: a drawing away, a truancy from the fruitful pursuits of life, and, ultimately, a madness? Tiltul is the word that is most vividly descriptive of exile; to be in exile is to be 'off the point,' it is to be reduced to a handled passivity in which drives and compulsions dominate freely regulated motion. Like a ball, says the midrash, which is caught in the air, and can never touch ground. Or like a dove that never rests; folds one wing at a time and flies on, obedient to some instinct of the species. Tiltul is the hardest experience of all, and it is this that is the measure of Abraham's passion.
(12) As the sun was about to set, a deep sleep fell upon Abram, and a great dark dread descended upon him. (13) And [God] said to Abram, “Know well that your offspring shall be strangers in a land not theirs, and they shall be enslaved and oppressed four hundred years; (14) but I will execute judgment on the nation they shall serve, and in the end they shall go free with great wealth. (15) As for you, You shall go to your ancestors in peace; You shall be buried at a ripe old age. (16) And they shall return here in the fourth generation, for the iniquity of the Amorites is not yet complete.” (17) When the sun set and it was very dark, there appeared a smoking oven, and a flaming torch which passed between those pieces. (18) On that day יהוה made a covenant with Abram: “To your offspring I assign this land, from the river of Egypt to the great river, the river Euphrates—
The presence of God is expressed through fire here in the covenant with Abraham. Fire will be the expression of God's presence many more times, including most notably the miraculous burning bush when Moses first meets God, and the fire on Sinai in the covenant with Israel.
The Holy One, blessed be He, desired to fulfill the decree Ye shall surely know that thy seed shall be a stranger (Gen. 15:13), but He resorted to subterfuge in every instance to accomplish it. He made Jacob love Joseph, so that his brothers hated him, and as a result they sold him to the Ishmaelites, who brought him to Egypt. When Jacob heard that Joseph was alive in Egypt, he descended there with his descendants. Later they were enslaved there. Though it says: And Joseph was brought down to Egypt, the word should not be read as hurad (“brought down”) but as horid (“he caused”) his father and the tribes to descend to Egypt.
'Know, yea, know, that thy seed shall be a stranger' (Gen 15:13): 'Know' that I shall disperse them, but 'know' that I will gather them together; 'know' that I shall give them in pledge, but 'know' also that I will redeem them; 'know' that I will allow them to be enslaved, but 'know' also that I will deliver them.
'Behold a smoking furnace and a torch of fire' (Gen 15:17). Simeon bar Abba said in the name of R. Yochanan: The Holy One showed four things to our father Abraham: Gehenna [kind of like hell], [the yoke of]the kingdoms, the giving of the Torah, and the Temple. And He said to him: As long as your children occupy themselves with the latter two, they will be saved from the former two. If they neglect the latter two, they will be punished by the former two.
At this point of the story, in Chapter 15, Abram has asked God, “How shall I know that I am to possess [the land]?” (15:8). Abram is no longer just setting out not knowing where he is going. He is now asking God for the details. The story continues: “As the sun was about to set, a deep sleep fell upon Abram, and a great dark dread descended upon him…When the sun set and it was very dark, there appeared a smoking oven, and a flaming torch which passed between those pieces.” (15: 12-17) What does this mean? The sun going down, the darkness, the dread, and then the flaming torch that comes to him in what seems to be a dream? The light that “passes between pieces,” light shining through an enclosed space? I can only surmise that along the way, Abram worried, and struggled, and dreamed of illumination where sometimes there seemed to be none. At what points do we feel as if everything has gone dark, that there is dread, and no hope? And at what point is there light, and a flaming torch shines brightly on our truth, at times when we least expect it? At what points along the way do we achieve moments of utter clarity? Abram’s journey is not unlike many of our journeys. And, perhaps like Abraham, our land is “the landscape of [our] basic self-awareness.”
The promise/demand of God is 'I will make of you a great nation,' which the Tanhuma translates, 'I shall create you anew.' In this reding, the call of lekh lekha is an urging to self-transformation: at base, that is the meaning of a change of name, or a change of place.
(10) "With God walked Noah" (Genesis 6:9). [Midrash from] Rabbi Yehuda and Rabbi Nehemiah. Rabbi Yehuda said: [There is] a parable for a chief that had two sons, one big and one small. [The chief] said to the small [son], “Walk with me,” and he said to the big [son], “Go and walk before me.”
(11) Thus (i.e. like the big son), [was] Abraham, [whose] strength [was] beautiful: “Walk before me and be whole” (Genesis 17:1).
(12) But Noah’s strength was bad: “With God walked Noah.” Rabbi Nehemiah said: [There is] a parable for a citizen of the king that was sinking in thick mud. The king peeked and saw him. [The king] said, “Until you sink, walk with me.” Thus it is written: “With God walked Noah.”
(18) And Abraham said to God, “O that Ishmael might live by Your favor!”
[Note: Friedman and Fox translations say 'If only Ishmael will live before you,' and 'If only Ishmael might live in your presence!']
(כג) וַיִּקַּ֨ח אַבְרָהָ֜ם אֶת־יִשְׁמָעֵ֣אל בְּנ֗וֹ וְאֵ֨ת כׇּל־יְלִידֵ֤י בֵיתוֹ֙ וְאֵת֙ כׇּל־מִקְנַ֣ת כַּסְפּ֔וֹ כׇּל־זָכָ֕ר בְּאַנְשֵׁ֖י בֵּ֣ית אַבְרָהָ֑ם וַיָּ֜מׇל אֶת־בְּשַׂ֣ר עׇרְלָתָ֗ם בְּעֶ֙צֶם֙ הַיּ֣וֹם הַזֶּ֔ה כַּאֲשֶׁ֛ר דִּבֶּ֥ר אִתּ֖וֹ אֱלֹהִֽים׃ (כד) וְאַ֨בְרָהָ֔ם בֶּן־תִּשְׁעִ֥ים וָתֵ֖שַׁע שָׁנָ֑ה בְּהִמֹּל֖וֹ בְּשַׂ֥ר עׇרְלָתֽוֹ׃ (כה) וְיִשְׁמָעֵ֣אל בְּנ֔וֹ בֶּן־שְׁלֹ֥שׁ עֶשְׂרֵ֖ה שָׁנָ֑ה בְּהִ֨מֹּל֔וֹ אֵ֖ת בְּשַׂ֥ר עׇרְלָתֽוֹ׃ (כו) בְּעֶ֙צֶם֙ הַיּ֣וֹם הַזֶּ֔ה נִמּ֖וֹל אַבְרָהָ֑ם וְיִשְׁמָעֵ֖אל בְּנֽוֹ׃
(23) Then Abraham took his son Ishmael, and all his homeborn slaves and all those he had bought, every male in Abraham’s household, and he circumcised the flesh of their foreskins on that very day, as God had spoken to him. (24) Abraham was ninety-nine years old when he circumcised the flesh of his foreskin, (25) and his son Ishmael was thirteen years old when he was circumcised in the flesh of his foreskin. (26) Thus Abraham and his son Ishmael were circumcised on that very day;

