(ט) רַבִּי חֲנִינָא בֶן דּוֹסָא אוֹמֵר, כָּל שֶׁיִּרְאַת חֶטְאוֹ קוֹדֶמֶת לְחָכְמָתוֹ, חָכְמָתוֹ מִתְקַיֶּמֶת. וְכָל שֶׁחָכְמָתוֹ קוֹדֶמֶת לְיִרְאַת חֶטְאוֹ, אֵין חָכְמָתוֹ מִתְקַיֶּמֶת. הוּא הָיָה אוֹמֵר, כָּל שֶׁמַּעֲשָׂיו מְרֻבִּין מֵחָכְמָתוֹ, חָכְמָתוֹ מִתְקַיֶּמֶת. וְכָל שֶׁחָכְמָתוֹ מְרֻבָּה מִמַּעֲשָׂיו, אֵין חָכְמָתוֹ מִתְקַיֶּמֶת:
(9) Rabbi Hanina ben Dosa said: anyone whose fear of sin precedes his wisdom, his wisdom is enduring, but anyone whose wisdom precedes his fear of sin, his wisdom is not enduring. He [also] used to say: anyone whose deeds exceed his wisdom, his wisdom is enduring, but anyone whose wisdom exceeds his deeds, his wisdom is not enduring.
יִרְאַת שָׁמַיִם, דּוֹמֶה לְגִזְבָּר שֶׁמָּסְרוּ לוֹ מַפְתְּחוֹת הַפְּנִימִיּוֹת וּמַפְתְּחוֹת הַחִיצוֹנוֹת לֹא מָסְרוּ לוֹ, בְּהֵי עָיֵיל? מַכְרִיז רַבִּי יַנַּאי: חֲבָל עַל דְּלֵית לֵיהּ דָּרְתָא וְתַרְעָא לְדָרְתָא עָבֵיד. אָמַר רַב יְהוּדָה: לֹא בָּרָא הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא אֶת עוֹלָמוֹ אֶלָּא כְּדֵי שֶׁיִּירְאוּ מִלְּפָנָיו, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר: ״וְהָאֱלֹהִים עָשָׂה שֶׁיִּירְאוּ מִלְּפָנָיו״. רַבִּי סִימוֹן וְרַבִּי אֶלְעָזָר הֲווֹ יָתְבִי. חָלֵיף וְאָזֵיל רַבִּי יַעֲקֹב בַּר אַחָא. אֲמַר לֵיהּ חַד לְחַבְרֵיהּ: נֵיקוּ מִקַּמֵּיהּ, דִּגְבַר דָּחֵיל חֶטְאִין הוּא. אֲמַר לֵיהּ אִידַּךְ: נֵיקוּ מִקַּמֵּיהּ, דִּגְבַר בַּר אוֹרְיָין הוּא. אֲמַר לֵיהּ: אָמֵינָא לָךְ אֲנָא דִּגְבַר דָּחֵיל חֶטְאִין הוּא, וְאָמְרַתְּ לִי אַתְּ בַּר אוֹרְיָין הוּא?! תִּסְתַּיֵּים דְּרַבִּי אֶלְעָזָר הוּא דְּאָמַר דִּגְבַר דָּחֵיל חֶטְאִין הוּא. דְּאָמַר רַבִּי יוֹחָנָן מִשּׁוּם רַבִּי אֶלְעָזָר: אֵין לוֹ לְהַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא בְּעוֹלָמוֹ אֶלָּא יִרְאַת שָׁמַיִם בִּלְבַד, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר: ״וְעַתָּה יִשְׂרָאֵל מָה ה׳ אֱלֹהֶיךָ שׁוֹאֵל מֵעִמָּךְ כִּי אִם לְיִרְאָה וְגוֹ׳״, וּכְתִיב: ״וַיֹּאמֶר לָאָדָם הֵן יִרְאַת ה׳ הִיא חׇכְמָה וְגוֹ׳״ — שֶׁכֵּן בְּלָשׁוֹן יְוָנִי קוֹרִין לְאַחַת ״הֵן״. תִּסְתַּיֵּים.
fear of Heaven is like a treasurer [gizbar] to whom they gave keys to the inner doors of the treasury but they did not give keys to the outer door. With what key will he enter? Although the Torah is the inner key, without fear of Heaven one cannot gain access to the genuine Torah. Similarly, Rabbi Yannai would proclaim: Woe unto one who does not have a courtyard, and who makes a fence for the courtyard, i.e., a person who lacks fear of Heaven and is nevertheless involved in Torah study. Rav Yehuda said: The Holy One, Blessed be He, only created His world so that people would fear before Him, as it is stated: “And God has so made it that men should fear before Him” (Ecclesiastes 3:14). The Gemara also related that Rabbi Simon and Rabbi Elazar were sitting. Rabbi Ya’akov bar Aḥa passed and went adjacent to them. One said to the other: Let us stand before him as he is a man who fears sin. The other said to him in response: Let us stand before him, as he is a man of Torah study. He said to him: I said to you that he is a man who fears sin, and you said me that he is a man of Torah study? The former is much greater praise than the latter. The Gemara remarks: Conclude that Rabbi Elazar is the one who said that he is praiseworthy because he is a man who fears sin, as elsewhere he also spoke in praise of fear. As Rabbi Yoḥanan said in the name of Rabbi Elazar: The Holy One, Blessed be He, has in His world only fear of Heaven alone, as it is stated: “And now, Israel, what does the Lord your God ask of you, but to fear the Lord your God” (Deuteronomy 10:12). And it is written: “And unto man He said: Behold [hen], the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom; and to depart from evil is understanding” (Job 28:28), as in the Greek language they call one hen. Apparently, fear of God is of primary importance.
1. In the Tanakh we learn that there is a spectrum from Torah study through to fear/awe of God. But where to start? Which seems to you to be the better end of that spectrum to embark on the journey of a Jewish life. What do the texts suggest is the place to start?
2. In your relationships to parents did you sometimes feel awe? sometimes feel fear? How do you assess those emotional reactions? How do you evaluate them? In your relationship with God do you feel awe? do you feel fear? How is it similar to a relationship with a parent?
3. Which is the better motivation that compels you to action - fear or appreciation/awe?
4. The goal of study is not merely more study, and the importance of awe/fear is not to be merely meditative or immobilized. If constructing a model for a Jewish life, what is the outcome of blending study and awe?
5. Do you have the keys to both the inner and outer chambers? Have you found a balance of Torah and Awe?
6. Whom do you honor/ revere more a person of great knowledge (study of Torah writ large) or a person who behaves with a fear of sin (living a life of caring in community engagement).
7. Read through the entire story of Shimon bar Yochai. He begins as a firebrand - strident and daring in his opposition to Rome. After 12 years of study in a cave, has he changed? After an additional year as if in Gehenna (think a washing machine for the soul), how has he changed?
8. Where was Shimon bar Yochai on the spectrum of study and awe at various stages in the story?
9. At the end of the story, Shimon bar Yochai is a changed person. Notice how - by the numbers, in his relationships, with the Romans, . . . how else?

